You live and learn.

Today I met with just the right person who told me just what I needed to hear and what I already knew in my heart to be true. Recently I've really been struggling with what I believe and how I do (or too often don't) practice it. So after all this time and after all these inner debates I have to come to realize that now is the time. This is where I recommit my life to my Creator and strive to live a life of which I can be proud of instead of a life in which I am comfortable. I am a sinner and I am a cynic and I am broken but I am a child of God and I am perfect in his eyes, flaws, weaknesses and all. So here I am Lord, ready to go forward as your humble servant, sacrificing the past and giving you my future that in my life your will be done, so much that whenever that moment comes in which I pass from this life to the next you will greet me and say "Well done, my good and faithful servant."