ARGH!

I am trying to figure out a better way to handle my stress. I have yet to find one. Vodka, yelling and cleaning seem to help. Ha ha. Honestly, I don't understand how these situations arise. What did I do in the past to warrant this, who can answer such questions. Well....here I am asking for the strength and patience and sincerity and the love to be the better and bigger person. Again. For the millionth time.