Because I can.

I'm learning there's something exceptionally powerful about reminiscing, sometimes good, sometimes bad. In an effort balance the whining I so often post on here I'm taking a moment to blog about the more enjoyable memories. I came across a stack of photos from my years in Idaho and with a little Keith Jarrett in the background I let myself get lost for just a few minutes. I just celebrated my birthday last week and it was truly incredible, from the thoughtfully chosen gifts to the scrumptious and indulgent food to fiiiinally getting a fancy-dress evening out, I could not have asked for more. And one day that will turn into a fond memory too but even so, in a moment like this one I can't help but think my greatest times in life happened in Idaho. There's something magical about Moscow and the most life-changing events happened for me there. I developed my political views, I fell in love (however foolishly), I moved away from home, I finished a degree I never expected to start, I made some of the most amazing friends, I became the pianist I didn't even know I was, I got my heart broken, I saw people come and go from my life, my grandpa passed away, and far more things to list. I learned more about life, myself, music, piano, love, trust and all the other elements necessary for life in those 5 years than at any other time. The only regret I have is not fully appreciating the awesomeness of it and therefore expecting every following year to be equal to one there. I can say that Lawrence and my time here pales in comparison. Whether it's the stifling conservatism of the midwest, the flatness of the terrain, the crappy school, etc. I can't say for sure. Or maybe I'm just once again not aware of how truly great things are here? They are really wonderful but there's something so special about Idaho I do find myself longing for it time after time. *sigh* One day. I'm just a damn romantic with no romancer. Anyway, for all the special people like Matt, Rachel, Lydia, Michael and others I am grateful and for the beautiful landscape I am thankful and for all the good times, laughs, drunken debauchery and all else left unsaid I am terribly missing right now. Here's to hoping these pics will satisfy a need left unmet. For the moment.